not so early in the morning was taking the train to sp and suddenly i tot abt mi frenz. bee fang, wei ting, zoe, li yun, pearly and yana. juz saw bf with adeline ytd at dover mrt when i was taking the train with angela. though didnt go over coz didnt wan any like awkwardness coz they dunno angela and angela didnt know them too, kinda felt that the close-ness between us is still there. some time ago felt tat we were drifting apart. like one whole hols had passed and we still didnt meet up. didnt talk most of the times online coz either of us is busy or away doing our own stuffs. but till ytd, then i realised that the feeling is still the same. and it struck mi that mani mani times, even if we didnt meet, didnt talk for a long time, if the feeling is true, it will not change. i guess this applies to all kinda relationships? if the feeling is true, no matter how long it takes, feelings will still remain the same. mani mani frenz come and go, but i guess mi clique, pearly and yana are mi true frenz and im realli thankful for that. like, went thru sooooo mani things together, cried, laughed and joked lotsa together. realli realli missed those zhonghua days we had, but we gotta keep moving on and im sure better days are ahead of us. being the bridesmaid of each other's weddings, travelling overseas with our husbands and kids and maybe when our kids grow up, one's kids will fall in love with another's kids and get married. lols! and tada we become relatives. lols. realli tot very very far. but anyhow, the thing is, i realli love these silly frenz of mine. :). sheesh! im getting mushy!! but, to these frenz: things hadnt been going exactly well for us (i think except for bf and pearly), and come to think abt it, i realli believed that time can prove everything, including a person's character and worth. though itz easier said than done, we mite not be able to do it now, but sooner or later, we'll be able to get completely over those tutus. late in the middle of the nite, it almost feels as if u're alone but u're not k? no matter wad, we'll always be behind each other and supporting each other. don let it continue to be a burden to u for too long a time. don give up on a whole forest because of 1 tree. don give up on wad u used to believe in because of 1 single person. theres still something more worthwhile in life to look forward to (like the cutie mi!! *grins). these are all words we've always heard b4 and probably got sick of listening to. but maybe we can take 1 step backwards and we'll see a clearer picture? :). for wadever stuffs, u'll have MI by ur side!!
i think the old mi is coming back. im becoming more normal and rational and know wads right and wads wrong. and im able to give advice le. aha! YAY! no matter wad, the rain will stop someday. it cant always be a rainy day. :).
